my dad is going 2 repaint my room...
and, guess wat the colour will be...
it is BLUE....
my favourite colour!!!
Yeap!!!
and, guess wat the colour will be...
it is BLUE....
my favourite colour!!!
Yeap!!!
from,gorilla
one more hours... and it's 2 days and nights since i last chatted with him...
I had grabbed my phone and started to type in some text but cleared it, for quite a few times...
Dono what to do...
Today is very different.
I smiled. I laughed. I talked. I played.
This is so not me.
Deep in me... it's not so good actually.
Tears came to my eyes for a few times when i kept quiet today.
Every single thing i do, reminds me of him.
Even when i talk...
I remembered the way he asked me "are u awake" when i talked stupidly..
I remembered the way he stopped me from knocking him...
I remembered the way he pulled my hair to my ears...
They way he said "day dreaming huh?"....
And a lot. A lot.
I checked on my phone from time to time.
And i prayed for his name to come in sight.
And i prayed for his name to come in sight.
But it's disappointment everytime.
I didnt even switch off my phone last night.
Hoping to see his name this morning.
In the end...
I just see my wallpaper...
I rushed to get my phone when i got back home...
Hoping for what i wan...
But, empty... again.
Now, I'm starting to be afraid to look at my phone.
I'm afraid to be disappointed...
That feeling sucks!!
I feel like just switch off my phone forever.
.. But i won't be able to take my mind off him... >.<
The thing i really wish now is to see him.
I didn't see him today..
I wonder if he's in sch today...
His face is slowly fading from my brain...
Friday night.
I can still clearly remember his smiling face...
But not now...
I'm starting to forget..
pls don..
i don wan to forget... TT
I love to be in the dark..
tears roll down easier and nobody sees it...
[i guess the 3 of u know who's this...]
FRIENDSHIP...
朋友之间
存在的情谊
不是言语所能形容的
朋友
讲究交友时
所拥有的
一个重情重义的心
一个永远不会背叛的态度...
朋友
得来不易
五万次的轮回
得来今世擦肩而过
五千万次的逆转
换来今生的朋友...
喵, 我挺你! 加油!!!!!!!!!!!
河马~
存在的情谊
不是言语所能形容的
朋友
讲究交友时
所拥有的
一个重情重义的心
一个永远不会背叛的态度...
朋友
得来不易
五万次的轮回
得来今世擦肩而过
五千万次的逆转
换来今生的朋友...
喵, 我挺你! 加油!!!!!!!!!!!
河马~
TT
三只啊... 你们中应该只有河马知道发生什么事情吧？
其他两只...对不起了，现在不想再说到底发生了什么事情...
河马，帮我保密好不好。
不要说他是谁。
河马，你说你挺我对不对？
可是如果我说我现在又在想他了怎么办？？
真的。
昨天晚上，他告诉我后，我做什么都没有心了。
除了睡觉，什么都不想做。
第一次有这样的感觉。
好像完全没有了方向感...
其实他有向我道歉，但是我说不重要了。
对吗？就算道歉了，也一样没有用了。
如果你去打老师，然后跟他道歉看他会不会原谅你。
昨晚他说了好多次对不起。
他问我想怎样。
我问他，还重要吗？
他说重要。
我叫他把12天前的事情忘掉就好了。
他说，“噢”。
就这样。
简单，易懂。
看了过后，真的有心痛的感觉。
我一直不相信心真的会痛。
但是昨晚后，我明白了。
我现在不时不时就会想起他说过的话，他笑的样子，他帮我按摩，他动我头发，他拉着我手，他叫我不要睡觉，他叫我再陪他久一点，还有...他... 不说了。
这些都叫我忘记吗？
怎么忘？
你忘得掉吗？
要怎么忘？
你教我啊！
河马，对不起。
我答应你的事情没做到。
我真的做不到。
我现在不管做什么都会想起他。
我总觉得好像少了什么...
原来是少了和他讯息。
原本每天都机不离手的，差不多每天都在按的。
现在却停了。
我总是在看我手机的荧幕。
希望他的名字会出现。
但是，好失望....
什么都没有。
朋友...
他们可以为了好玩而整你。
到最后才和你解释。
那时候还有用吗？
人伤了，还需要解释吗？
永远不要相信一个你认识不久的人。
尤其是小朋友...
河马，猩猩，企鹅啊~
你们真的真的会是我这辈子最最最好的朋友。
我好高兴我认识了你们。
心滴着血的喵...
o.O
walao... our blog has only 95 post... == eh... hippo, gorila and peng ar.. pls la ho~ got online jiu come post la... cin cai post whatever thing also ok ma.. or else just delete this account lo~~ =p
Eh.. i got good news.. ^^ Recently... no no.. starting erm... friday night.. i'm so happy... =p ah po know what happen la ho~ here cannot write.. tee-hee~~ XD
How's ur result guys?? this is mine:
bm - 66 TT
bi - 83 ^^
maths - 94
add maths - 76 muahahahaha =p
chem - 64
bio - 55 TT.TT
moral - 55
sejarah - 77
getting back physics on monday, i hope she finished marking already........ ==
physic ar... safe me pls.. i wan get 70 for average........
ah miao~
Eh.. i got good news.. ^^ Recently... no no.. starting erm... friday night.. i'm so happy... =p ah po know what happen la ho~ here cannot write.. tee-hee~~ XD
How's ur result guys?? this is mine:
bm - 66 TT
bi - 83 ^^
maths - 94
add maths - 76 muahahahaha =p
chem - 64
bio - 55 TT.TT
moral - 55
sejarah - 77
getting back physics on monday, i hope she finished marking already........ ==
physic ar... safe me pls.. i wan get 70 for average........
ah miao~
