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Thought i was going to have an unforgettable Christmas eve this year.

And yea, i did had one. But the other way round. =(

I guess only laopo and peng knew what happened.

They were the only one i told.

And i'm not going to tell another person. I crossed my heart.

I thought i was able to do it.

But i didn't.

I looked away whenever they talked.

I pretended that she wasn't there whenever he turned to her.

I lied to myself when i saw him holding her hand and leaded her in the dark.

Yea, laopo said at least had sweet memories in the cinema.

Only time i was happy with was the one and a half one hour.

All he had said was what he had promised her.

He never said, what i'd promised YOU.

Never, me.

Uh huh, you fulfilled your promise.

Bcos she had nobody to celebrate Christmas eve with, this year.

What about me?

This is the first Christmas eve i had you.

I NEVER HAD ANY OF MY FRIENDS TO CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS WITH ME FOR ALL THESE YEARS.

After living for 16 years,

this is the first year i had friends and you to celebrate with.

I thank you for what you'd given me.

This is the BEST christmas i've had.

An Unforgettable one.

Thanks Santa Claus.

You loved me so much that you'd given me all these.

Merry Christmas everyone,

except me.

I'm not going to celebrate christmas ANYMORE.